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Post by ojibwe on Feb 28, 2011 11:17:44 GMT -5
Hello Caralyna, WELCOME to our Forum!!!! Honey, I will try to help you the best I can, but I think that it would help me and others alot if you started at the beginning. What type of paranormal, "things" have been happening??? Oh and PLEASE, DO NOT FEEL EMBARRASSED OR SCARED AT ALL!!! We have all seen, felt, and dealt, etc... with just about everything that you can imagine, so please, this is a safe place to share, no matter what the issue or subject!! I can feel that you are scared and feel utterly alone. But Hun, we are here to help!!! I look forward to hearing from you again, soon!!! Until then, Take Care and remember that, you are NOT ALONE!!! Your Friend, Shonee
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Post by caralyna on Feb 28, 2011 14:22:19 GMT -5
Thank you so much for replying!!! it means a lot to me, i am scared and i do feel alone, i made a thread about my paranormal problems, but a lot has happened since i wrote it. i now have a friend and her dad that believes me, thank god, it is still scary though, the three of use heard low pitch slow breathing, i knew i should of been scared but i was so happy because now i'm not alone! (Although i did say to them i had a feeling something was going to happen and for some reason we all went quiet at the same time and then heard it!!) I know this is asking a lot of pushing my luck but is it possible for a general reading? I've just come out of a relationship and i lost my friends due to it and i don't know if i'm coming or going anymore. My life, love life, working life is just a mess. Thank you! take care!
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Post by caralyna on Mar 1, 2011 0:46:14 GMT -5
Thank you none the less, erm, sorry if none of this comes out right, feels like im having a heart attack so bear with me please.
It's about 4-5am where i am, at the moment i'm in the middle of moving so im staying at my parents and i have to stay in their part of the house which has a living room in front. erm....i don't know, i was having a dream about some girl being scared by things and then suddenly i heard, 2 very loud claps that echoed, i looked around and didn't see anything but still shouted to my mum to see if she was awake but she wasn't. i tried to ignore it and go back to sleep but then the bed started shaking and i began hearing those breathing noises again and i feel like someone is right beside my bed as i type this. I've also gone really cold. I really need help, my friends aren't speaking to me anymore because since i went to see them they keep saying they are hearing things and things are moving. I don't know what to do...
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Post by ojibwe on Mar 1, 2011 2:50:41 GMT -5
Hello Hun, I have some really hard questions for you and I know that it may not be easy to answer some of them on an open forum, so please feel free to message me if you need to, OK??! 1) Have You or anyone you know ever used a spirit board, either in your home or else where? 2) Has this "activity" ever been of a sexual nature? 3) Do you feel watched during privet moments??? Like during showers, toilet time, changing your clothe, sleeping, etc... 4) Have you recently been to the hospital or been treated in the ER??
Hun, You need to get a digital recorder and start recording whenever you feel this thing near. Snapping some pictures is not a bad idea either.
As I do not know your religious affiliation... I mean no disrespect to you at all, OK??! You may want to look into getting a blessed, if possible, St. Michaels Medallion and wear it around your neck at all times.
You also need to start keeping a journal of all activity. It may not be a bad idea for you to keep a dream journal as well. Just remember to keep it near your bed as we begin to loose details with in 30 seconds of waking.
How long has this been going on?? And what did you mean when you said that your Friends quit hanging around you, because they all started to have activity in their homes... like what kind of activity???
I know that this must all seem like a lot, but it really will help me to help you Hun!!!
2 more questions... Have you lost anyone, family or loved one recently?? And do you know the history of your home and the surrounding area?? Any deaths near your home recently?? Car accident, suicide, etc??
I feel like you have have been hearing and seeing things your entire life, but now it has been getting threatening and out of hand. Am I getting close???
I will write you again tomorrow Hun, That is a promise!!! Just remember, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!! I am sending you Light, Strength, Protection, Love and Prayers!!! Your Friend, Shonee P.S. Try to surround yourself in a white cleansing light. Do not allow yourself to be intimidated.You are stronger then you know!!!
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Post by caralyna on Mar 1, 2011 7:34:18 GMT -5
thank you again for replying, to answer your questions: 1, no i don't think its a good idea to use those thing's but i don't know if it makes a difference but my sense's are all hyper acute, especially my hearing and sight. (i don't know if that is an answer but i thought it would be good to say.) 2, No i don't believe so. 3, Yeah i've actually felt like ive been watched for year's i actually have to wear a swim suit to wash because i've seemed to develop a phobia of being naked. 4, I was in hospital for personal reasons back in 2009. (dec time) I made a thread called "Very Confused" about all the thing's that have happened, i would say now its been happening for about a year now to be honest. Next weekend im going to church to speak to a priest there, strange thing is my mum has been to see him in the past but wouldn't tell me why. About my friends is hard to say really. When i saw my friend and her dad we were sat in their holiday caravan and i told them about the things going on and they said it's probably pipes or something and i told them i had a feeling something was going to happen and then we all heard the breathing. My friend's have all, seen shadow's, white lights, voice's, they said they hear their mobiles/house phones ringing but when they enter the room their phones are either dead or unplugged. I was on call with my friend the other day and heard a male voice say "hello?" but she said she didn't hear it, moments later her phone started to slide across her kitchen unit. I don't know why but when i say, what i'm about to say, i cry so, please excuse any mistakes. My whole life i have felt 'something' i grew up with my grandparents and when they passed away i was changed. I used to feel my clothes being tugged and i would actually freeze and watch my shirt/trouser's or skirt move. It wasn't like they were trying to be pulled off or anything. As for the surrounding area, we used to have a caravan on our back yard and when i was younger a man that was staying in it had a heart attack and passed away. He was a horrid man but it was more the sense of him than his actions. It is getting out of hand, i didn't mind the odd sound or shadow/light but now, it's all the time, I have to see a specialist on the 11th, what am i supposed to say? as soon as im questioned on the thing's i see i cry and they don't believe a word i say, i'm just put down as crazy. I admit i was depressed when i was younger, i tried taking my life alot of times but for some reason i alway's blacked out and then woke up without a scratch on me. I feel happy now, i feel fine, i don't think bad thought's but i'm scared these issue's are going to make me go back that way. Last time i felt so cold inside i only ever thought evil and dark. I don't want to go back to that. I will answer any question's you have and i will tell you any information you need to know, Thank you for reading i know i go on a bit, i apologize, Take care.
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Post by caralyna on Mar 1, 2011 8:18:38 GMT -5
Ok so a new sound has just this minute started happening, i know this is going to sound weird but, a kitten's meow, i just heard it next to me and i've looked everywhere even outside and not a thing, i only have dogs.
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Post by ojibwe on Mar 1, 2011 13:32:03 GMT -5
Hello Hun, I feel like I need to tell you a little about me. I have been able to see and hear, "Things" since I can remember. I was lucky in that I was raised in an understanding, accepting family and culture. Being Native American, this type of "situation" was not only embraced but understood as NORMAL. I have a feeling that you were not understood and ridiculed quite a bit all along the way in your life. You tried to shut it out and self medicated, A LOT, right???
I think that we need to look into your past, it is there that we are going to find the beginning.
I am going to be blunt and I do not wish to hurt your feelings in any way. But, I do not feel that running around the bush or skirting the issue helps anyone and unfortunately, the truth is hard to hear sometimes.
Please try to remember that I am NOT attacking OR judging, OK??!
Did you attempt to take your own life in some part due to your "abilities"? You should know that each time you attempt to take your life, you open yourself up for possible oppression, haunting and even possession. I am NOT saying that you are possessed!!!!! But what I am saying is that it sure feels to me like you are being oppressed by someone or something. It's purpose is to do just what you are afraid is going to happen, you feeling like you are going crazy, etc...
It is my opinion that you seriously need to look into having a legitimate Paranormal group come in to your home. Allow them to record any activity that may happen etc... They, if they are legitimate should have someone with whom they can refer you to in the case that they think that it is YOU who is haunted and not your home. I would also ask your Mother some of the hard questions, like why she sought out the assistance of a priest in the past. Could she have possibly been experiencing some of the same things???
Do you have any siblings?
Honey, you need to reach out and get some help from a Paranormal group or possibly a Legitimate psychic. You feel so far from me, I see water between us. I would be willing to join you for a Yahoo chat session. I find it much easier if I am communicating with you, one on one. So if you would, let me know what times and days would work for you. I live in Wisconsin so we will have to make things work with our definite time difference. I will do anything I can to help you Hun. You let me know what works for you and I will find a way to make it work, OK??!
I hope to hear from you again very soon! Until then, stay safe inside your protective white purifying light. If it gets to be to much, leave the lights on and it is OK to say, "YOU NEED TO LEAVE ME ALONE!!" Don't forget to start your journal and write down everything that happens, write down even things that are just a little weird, because you never know... it may make sense later. If you can, include the weather, the emotions that were happening at the time, like you were angry or someone in the house was upset in some way, etc... You would be surprised how little things that you did not think were important suddenly turn into, possibly a pattern of behavior, etc... If you are still experiencing blackouts, make sure to document that as well. Ask your family and friends, then include what happened during the times you were "out". You may be surprised what you find out. All of this will also assist any group that you have come in.
I know that all of this can seem to much. But you need to know that, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!! You have A LOT of people here that are both pulling for you AND praying for you my dear!!!
OK, now that I have typed your eyes crossed, LOL!!! I will let you go for now. But, I will be waiting to hear back from you soon!!! With Love, Protection, Strength and Light, Your Friend, Shonee
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Post by GypsyMoon on Mar 2, 2011 16:24:39 GMT -5
Sorry I was not feeling well I would be happy to give you a reading if you still want. I will post it tomorrow morning here. what sort of questions would you like me to ask the spirits? I am assuming your health? but also maybe some other questions?? I personally think if you are afraid of the paranormal or whats out there perhaps a reading is not in your best intrest. I mean posing questions to forces you may not have a handle on or understand completly might open a door you rather wish was closed. Again I will be happy to if thats what you want. But it might add to your fears instead of helping you. Just let me know I will be happy to help you. Blessed be sister.
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Post by caralyna on Mar 2, 2011 20:52:43 GMT -5
Hello GypsyMoon, Thank you for replying, i understand the concerns of asking question's to do with my issue. I would be greatful for a general reading though, health being my main interest and possibly love also but that isn't as important as health. Just having alot of trust issue's lately and there are two guy's i've known for a long time that care about me but i'm not sure if they're being serious and also my health is just upside down lately would be helpful for it all to be put straight i guess you could say. A little confused with it all. Many thanks if you can do a reading or not, i'm greatful either way. thanks for reading and take care.
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Post by GypsyMoon on Mar 2, 2011 22:57:59 GMT -5
1.st card represents past its the seven of staves. MEANING: Instability and struggle. While you may have the ultimate advantage in this situation, there is still conflict. Success is possible, but only after dealing with difficult people who oppose your plans. 2nd card Princess of Pentacles. Practical planning. Mail or messages that bring possibilities for expansion. Money on the way or business opportunities. 3rd card suggests the future card of the Temptress. Temptation Something deep and dark within the psyche, what Jung termed the shadow, is personified as temptation or addiction. Sensual desires. Gluttony or envy. Experiencing the envy of others. Feelings of lack of control.
The temptress can come at any time its amoung you now. you need to figure out why its there and what it is doing.
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Post by caralyna on Mar 3, 2011 0:27:37 GMT -5
Thank you! it means a lot to me! I think i also know why its here, one of the guys that liked me has gotten a girlfriend, i am jealous. I've liked him for a long time and i guess it's not meant to be...If it isn't that then i don't know right now. But i will keep my eye out.
Thank you very very much! take care!
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Post by GypsyMoon on Mar 3, 2011 17:30:41 GMT -5
Thank you! it means a lot to me! I think i also know why its here, one of the guys that liked me has gotten a girlfriend, i am jealous. I've liked him for a long time and i guess it's not meant to be...If it isn't that then i don't know right now. But i will keep my eye out. Thank you very very much! take care! How jealous? Also who is the jealousy aimed at? The guy or the young woman? How was your parents relationship also? was it a stable environment ? Because we seemed to copy or mimic our parents relationships. Child from a unstable house hold is more vulnerable to bad relationships then one who was raised in a stable one.
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Post by caralyna on Mar 6, 2011 13:39:23 GMT -5
Jealous of the women being with him and my family has always been unstable, from the kids being hit to the parents fighting and the mum being hit. I have had alot of bad relationships, longest one being 2 years. Thanks for responding and reading! take care.
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Post by GypsyMoon on Mar 7, 2011 12:33:12 GMT -5
My Mum used to say "there is a whore on every street corner wanting to take your man". Low and behold the woman was correct, As a matter of fact a man sometimes looks more attractive to a woman when he is in a relationship. So huny dont blaime the whore cause thats all she will ever be, and dont blaime this Man either its his loss. God knows these people sound like they were actually made for each other. Also do not allow the sins of your family to be picked up by you. You are better then this, next relationship you might wanna go to couple counseling and be honest with the man straight away. Tell him you were cheated on and tell him you come from a unstable family. I had to with my man. But if he loves you he will stick around and you will allow him to stick around only if he is worthy. Try not to be in love with love as many young girls do. Learn to spot a jerk then learn not to be attracted to the jerk. LOL Sounds easier then it looks trust me smooth talkers and bums have a way of preying on woman, They know all the right things to say and do. They look often more attractive dress better. But take a deep look into there eyes there as shallow as shyte. Remember these type of guys are more attracted to women who come from crappy familys as well.
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Post by caralyna on Mar 7, 2011 16:48:36 GMT -5
lol! thank you, i no longer feel jealous. I know that this is the way it's meant to be, my time will be later in life and i will do as you said, i will tell 'him' when i meet him about my past relationships and make sure he is willing to stay with me, if he isn't then he isn't the one for me. Also i think my paranormal problem is ok now, it's not done anything to hurt me or my family so i won't see it as a threat. Also my mother and brother are seeing and hearing things too now so they aren't so harsh with me. I am a little worried though, yesterday my mum was really angry all day, she wasn't like her at all, my brothers, dad and i were really worried about her, she was so abusive and kept shouting and screaming at us and as soon as it came on, later that night she just suddenly went back to being her again? she was really tired and didn't even remember being angry, nevermind knowing why she was angry. I had a bad feeling all month like something bad was going to happen and yesterday that feeling just vanished and then that happened. Thank you for responding to my comments and helping me. My memory is so bad so i keep forgetting to add things in and its only just occurred to me that my mum was supposed to take me to church yesterday but i was too scared to speak to her. Many thanks and hope you all stay safe!
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